Ever since I saw the movie Nan Kadavul I wanted to
read Jeyamohan’s novel Ezham Ulagam. Nan Kadavul is a movie that had left a
lasting impression in me, it changed my perspective towards movies, that is
when I realized that not all movies need to be entertaining, there is a lot more to it. Having
read the novel, I am finding it extremely difficult to express how I feel, it
would be a gross understatement if I plainly say ‘I enjoyed reading the book’,
and hence the blog.
Ezhan Ulagam is a
novel that documents the day to day lives of beggars and racketeers who ‘own’
them, yes they are owned. It was extremely
hard for me to digest the fact that they too live in the same world that we
live in, death would be the obvious
choice for fortunate people like us, if we have to live their life even for a
day. More than once I simply closed the
book and started to stare the skies without uttering a word, I just
went blank, my thought process was empty, it was difficult for me to pick the
book again and continue reading, such was the heaviness. The
author has tried to explain the point that humans will still be humans even in
the worst living conditions, they don’t
become animals, and their willingness to endure explains the human tenacity to
survive even in a world that is unimaginably dark and ugly.
The story is quite descriptive about the way beggars are
bought and sold, it reinstates the fact that human slave trade is still pertinent,
in fact prominent, despite the social, cultural and economic change that we have
all witnessed over the years. Muthammai, a conspicuous character in
the story is described as a heavy women with only one breast, dysfunctional legs,
one arm, eyes that are almost covered by the thick flesh that hangs from her forehead
and an inconceivable gory face. Muthammai cannot move an inch on her
own, she has to be carried. She is forced
to have sex with similarly handicapped ghastly beggars with an intent to
produce more such filthy creatures, which are eventually sold or used as a tool
for begging. She refuses to breastfeed her
18th newborn which is yet another grim that is terribly handicapped,
she is ruthlessly kicked by Pandaram,
the one who owns Muthammai and subsequently forced to feed.
The shockwave started there and continued till the time I completed
reading the book. Beggars are
transported like garbage from one place to another, the organs of a relatively
healthy beggar Thorrapu is sold to a hospital,
a female beggar Errukku who has a
broken spine is picked and brutally raped by policemen and thrown out, she
is picked from the streets by an NGO, Murugan
an employee of the Pandaram fraternity, ties knot to make the officials believe that
she is his wife, only to make her beg on the streets again, yet she considers
him as her husband from then on.
The author also takes us through the other side of their miserable
lives, they laugh, they cry, they love, crack jokes and make fun. They even feel sorry for their shabby boss Pandaram when his daughter runs away
with a local goon, they console him, overlooking all his brutalities. They seem to live a content, happy life in
spite of being fed only once a day that too with leftover rotten food sourced
from local hotels and made to stay in conditions that we can’t imagine of. Regardless
of all the ugliness, they still continue to live as humans with all emotions like
that of those in the normal world. It
was an overwhelming experience to read about their happiness.
Pandaram, who
makes his living by managing a gang of ill-fated beggars, is a staunch devotee
of Lord Muruga, his day begins with
the darshan of his favorite
deity. Pandaram absolutely has no regrets nor guilt for making money at
the cost of sufferings of the hapless beings.
On the contrary, he happens to be a loving husband, a caring father of
three children. He travels all the way
to nearby town to buy bangles in the middle of the night to make his daughter
happy. From his perspective, he is a god
fearing, honest and humble person. He does
not even consider the beggars as human beings, hence turns a blind eye to their
sufferings and leads a guilt free life.
Over the years Pandaram sells all the 18 babies of Muthammai, but still her love for her
kids never fade, she once says to Errukku that while breastfeeding a newborn, she feels as if the baby is trying to say something to her. Her only wish in life is
to have sexual intercourse with a ‘normal’ man and give birth to a healthy baby
with no abnormalities. The story begins
with Muthammai giving birth to her 18th
dislodged kid and ends with her being brutally raped in a marshland by another
disfigured beggar bought by Pandaram
for the lone reason, who unfortunately happens to be one of her own 18 kids that
she had given birth to. She identifies
the man to be one of her own children (hunch back, blind and one finger in the
place of the hand). Her screams and scrambles
fall into deaf ears and the story ends.. Heaviness in my heart as I write this, I was dumbfounded,
it took me 2 to 3 days to come out of the intensity.
Ezam Ulagam is a
novel that has to be read by everyone, the only hindrance while reading this
book is the colloquial Tamil in which the book is written, author has
extensively used Kanyakumari slang which is a blend of Tamil and Malayalam, it
makes it difficult for an average Tamil reader but we get used to it after the
initial chapters. Please do not restrain
from reading this book just because of its dark and intense content. After reading this book, there is bound to be
a change in our individual perspective towards life, you feel blessed and start to realize
the value of life. My biggest
takeaway after reading Ezhan Ulagam, “someone
out there is a lot more happy with a lot less than what you have”, appreciate what
you have rather being unhappy over things that you don’t.
A change within us becomes imminent after reading Ezham Ulagam.